HELLO, READ THIS.

CHANGED LINK, DUE TO BLOGGER PROBLEM.
CAUSE I CAN'T POST PICTURES ):

RELINK :
http://seducing-love.blogspot.com/

away,

Bella's birthday :

Those pictures were taken 4 months back. Haha, and i just felt like posting it now (:

Urm, will be away for few days. Going genting with baby and her family.

After that, i won't be blogging so often. Cause i'm moving to yishun and there's no computer there. I should think of buying one, seriously. ):

There's so much more to overcome.

Work,

I really wished you was there at that point of time. But, you wasn't. Neither honey nor anyone else. Best thing is, king says its ok. Like totally what the fuck. I'm in a difficult position now. Just one wrong step, i'll be dead. Because i can't choose and have no rights to say, now i got no other choice but to join in the game. I have to think twice before i speak, yes, and alot more than i expected. This is crazy. I don't know how long more i can hold. Just hope that this game will end soon.

Baby,

i don't want it to turn out like this.

i love you.

no way, again

Why? I mean why this always happen. First was her, then now you.
Szekuan, i really hate you.
Fuck yourself. ARGH!

How about my christmas?

I made you felt left out, i'm sorry.
I don't know how should i react after that day, our surprise, what a waste. Thank you jayson for the car you lend me. Thank you val for the cake you bought for her, thank you everyone for your effort.

Now that our honeymoon period is over, fuck eveything, i just want us to be like before.
Though i know so much things after that day.
I still.. keep you, as my baby, always.

There's more to come.

No way, idk,

I'm gonna have a hard time, like sooooooooooon. My life's a mess, totally. And after 3 days of not blogging, now i don't know where the fuck should i start from. Work, friends, family, girlfriend or whatever. Let's see...

Work, was fucking tiring. Try being in my position. I have to handle things which wasn't my standard. Have to handle the most important job in the pub, being a accountant. How much brain cells i have to kill after 1 morning of counting huge sum of money, big big numbers. Yuck, math, fuck you.

Friends, yes, i should dig out some time for them soon. Szekuan, stop being so selfish. You're such an asshole. Darlings, Laogong, honey, sweet, girlf and whatever, i miss youuuuuuuuuuu.

Family, ok, they're so so broke. Do something idiot. Stop spending their money. And i hope i will. (i'll try)

Girlfriend, don't leave baby.

No, not, hate, fuck, lies and the end.

imy,imy,imy alot alot

BABY, FLY BACK TO SINGAPORE NOW NOW NOW!
GET YOUR ASS BACK QUICK ):
I DON'T CAREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Went town with some long time no see friends (:
Zoey Tiong, i miss you! lol.
Anyway, honey just told me how unglam i sleep every night. Haha.
Jesus, szekuan, fuck yourself.
Urm, eye open half way, grinding my tooth, mouth opened and super big actions. How cool is that. Totally two person, the day and the night. How's that? (:

I want off on thursday! CHIBAI.

Its been soooooooo long since i slept for so long.
Anyway, my purpose blogging today's not that. Urm, saw my friends's photo. Omg, you guys changed alot. I mean serious, ALOT. Actually, i miss you all. Though you all are very irrtating at times, always doing stupid stuff but we're still friends =D

Really hope to see al of you soon. And darling, I MISS YOU(:

A part of me,

A part of me is happy, a part of me is sad now.

Cause baby's at japan. Wondering what's she doing now? Is it cold there? What time is it? And everything. So many questions for her to answer ):

I'm happy and i don't know why. But i'm really happy when i'm working =D Serious, i've never felt like that before. I mean, for the past 1year plus i've been working there. lol.

Anyway, my phone spoiled. Felt so lost without a phone. Jesus.

TOOTH.

You : why are you afriad of losing me?
Me : cause you're part of my life.

After hearing what you've told me, i don't know why but my face turn chilli red. Oh, your's tooooooooo (: And you're leaving for japan tonight. Five days, i've got 2body gurads. Great! I swear i'm gonna miss you like crazy =(

Anyway, woken up by 2 idiot. Keep nagging nagging and i woke up after 36876427 mins. Bathe, prepare, cab home nuh, waited from 12 to 3 and MY TOOTH IS DONE =D Though i'm still not happy with the end product. I still have to TRY to like it. Fuck, tooth, you cost me a bomb. Roars. Aftermath, town.

Got to work later (:
Back to my old self. Szekuan, when are you going to change?

p.s, this picture was forced to be take. heh heh

i don't know why,

Should have sleep at hougang but someone didn't answer my call ):
And, read your blog, now i felt damn terrible. Can't sleep but also can't contact you. Baby, what is it that you have to think? I don't know, i just can't be as perfect as her, i know it myself. I know i can never be, but i've tried.

Szekuan, you're such a loser.

Bintannnnnnnnn,

I soooooooooo wanna go Bintan ):
How?

Endlessly,

Its not a good day.
Were losing blood in the morning at polyc then nuh pissed me off with their working attitude. Roars. Need to make my way down this friday, again.


Ang Mo Kio at night to play with numbers. And at least i get paid for that :D
Cab home and i'm alone. Honey's working, baby's home, eveyone's busy with their stuff.

I need to work. Friday, i'm looking forward to it.

8th.

And 20th.

brother, zhen yu

To me, i kept things to myself because i don't want it to turn out the way i don't want it to. Not that i don't want to share it with anyone, i know its selfish, but i just don't want the outcome to be the other way round. So, that's the reason for being quiet.
I'll love you just as much baby (:
<3


Hello, i miss my brother. I know its random.
Urm, anyway, its the 3rd today! I'm fking happy. lol. But i still have to wake up early to go to the polyc when my appointment at nuh is in the late afternoon. 5.55am, hope i can wake up.
Oh and, i feels like vomiting now. fuck.

Life,

Expo again, though its a boring place.

This time i saw friends (:

And, came home like damn early. Idk why.

Blog hopped, online, smoke and eat. I can muti-task, good.
Oh, i've got something to say, no, i've got alot to say.

But, NOT TODAY.

I love you more than you can imagine.