Work,

I really wished you was there at that point of time. But, you wasn't. Neither honey nor anyone else. Best thing is, king says its ok. Like totally what the fuck. I'm in a difficult position now. Just one wrong step, i'll be dead. Because i can't choose and have no rights to say, now i got no other choice but to join in the game. I have to think twice before i speak, yes, and alot more than i expected. This is crazy. I don't know how long more i can hold. Just hope that this game will end soon.

Baby,

i don't want it to turn out like this.

i love you.