i don't know why,

Should have sleep at hougang but someone didn't answer my call ):
And, read your blog, now i felt damn terrible. Can't sleep but also can't contact you. Baby, what is it that you have to think? I don't know, i just can't be as perfect as her, i know it myself. I know i can never be, but i've tried.

Szekuan, you're such a loser.