How about my christmas?

I made you felt left out, i'm sorry.
I don't know how should i react after that day, our surprise, what a waste. Thank you jayson for the car you lend me. Thank you val for the cake you bought for her, thank you everyone for your effort.

Now that our honeymoon period is over, fuck eveything, i just want us to be like before.
Though i know so much things after that day.
I still.. keep you, as my baby, always.

There's more to come.