Szekuan, please stop being a bitch. Go, suck a guy's. I just serioiusly don't understand myself now. Maybe i'm really tired of everything like what honey told me. But somehow i got a funny feeling inside me, so blank, so... nothing, simple nothing. Its totally not myself. Why must it happen now? Is it abit too late? Too late to turn back? Or too late to tell me all those stuff? I tired my best just now not to tear in front of you. I hope you didn't see it, cause i did. I asked myself why did i cry? And something inside me is saying ''i don't know either, just felt like it.'' Is it true? No, maybe i'm just yawning.
And just now, do you know how much courage i need to tell you i wanna stop everything now? You don't, seriously. Cause when i say i don't feel like talking about this, talking to you, you still pulled me back. Ya, until i asked you to respect my decision then you decide to let go. I don't wanna force you or force myself to do anything. Maybe you're the one that should really think over it. 2 days, just 2 days. I wish i could be brave and just let this go. Its taking too long. Just like the 1year plus i've waited for you. So silly...
And when i need someone to talk to,
none answered my call. Best, thank you. ):
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